I sold my day by coming home early from campus. I went back just after attending Cheah's experiment. I was about to cancel my experiment for yesterday as I was seriously 'lethargic' to wake up from my sleep. I was lying down and reached my computer and went online. I went ipsy.help.edu.my to cancel my sign up but when I saw it was actually an experiment held by Cheah, Jeevi, Yi Ling, Jared and the others, well they are good friends of mine so I decided to just go "just for them". Spongebob and Aly were some of the participants in their experiment, and me too. JARED IS CRAZY! hahaha! There I said it, just imagine I walked down the corridor to the experiment room and he was like "What are you doing here? Go home lar, we don't want you here", and I was like "Eih, it's good dy you know signing up for your experiment cuz seems like you guys haven't gotten much participants! Hahahaa!". But, yeah! He's always been like that since our first semester, he always feels horny. After done with my 30-minute experiment, I went back home, straight away. And slept with my computer turned on on the table beside me, and of course the music grasping through the atmosphere in my room.
Aunty went out to fetch up uncle from the airport. Yes, he's came back. Now, that certainly means 'supper' almost every night hahaha! Gemuk la sya ni mcm ni... So yeah, as expected, I sat in front of the TV and my computer and Linda was chatting with hell I know who. Suddenly, heard a voice coming from up the stair, "Ira, supper!" and I giggled as I knew that was coming.
Enough of that, now I want to talk about something that bothers me yesterday.
The Conflict
On Facebook, there was this user Yogi recommended me but I forgot what its name. It wasn't actually a common user, it's like a regularly-updated-news-summary user. I was reading the comments and it suddenly hits me that there was this particular commenter mentioned the name Malingsia, I was pretty hesitant to actually comment about that but then, I did eventually. I commented as it should be, appropriately with a smile emoticon at the end of the comment. But then, their respond was pretty unpleasant. I would like to copy and paste what they have responded but I've actually deleted it from my friend list. I wouldn't know that Malingsia actually has a meaning behind it, if I hadn't interrupted their conversation.
But first thing first, why do I give a shit about this? You see, after the batik, a particular song and tarian pendet conflict between Malaysia and Indonesia the other day, I realized that more and more taunting websites are arising. They have been talking about Malaysia so much that I actually happened to pay a visit to some of the sites. And let me tell you, that several of the comments are pretty shocking, appaling, dreadful and outrageous if I wanna put it in words.
So, back to topic. Putting the name Malingsia in the view, after getting myself involved into the conversation, they have actually given me the idea of how did they managed to stumble on such name for us. I knew since I was a kid, the word 'maling' denotes the act of stealing, so generally speaking, its Malingsia = Malaysia = Stealer. After pardoning these people, they suddenly replied like I predicted, callously. After explaining to them nicely (again with smiley at the end of the sentence), I decided to just delete the user from my friend list.
It's not that I feel a hatred inside of me, nor disgust. Just that, it's making me uncomfortable with the way they speak. I have no idea why Yogi actually recommended me this user in the first place. Not blaming Yogi, I am actually happy with what he has done. In fact, I am delighted cuz it seems like he's already treated me like I'm one of them Indonesian. I love my friends, and guess what, my best friends in college are from Indonesia. So there's no reason for me to hate or be appalled on these people.
P/S: consider this as a non-sensitive issue to talk about. peace no war! : )
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I cried in my pray...
Yesterday, after getting home at around 2.00pm from campus, I gave myself time to lie down and have some pretty easy time. I was quite tired as I slept at around 4.00am something and awakened by the alarm I set. I need to follow my aunty to the LRT Taman Jaya, as now I find it actually easier for me to get to college earlier and less hassle in the early morning if I go together with them(New alternative arises! Yeay!).
It was about 2 to 3 hours after I started snoring that I was awakened by the buzzing sound of my YM, shoot it! Then starting from that moment on, I went online. I was on google, looking for some info about Psychology when I actually happened to come across with an official website from a particular hospital. I was looking at the paragraphs under 'Geriatric', and managed to find the sub-title of Racauan (Gibberish). I don't want to talk about this but I seriously couldn't get over it. I looked down and read what it said. Gibbering was the last symptom I saw my late grandma was having during her life, before she took her last breath in her lovely sleep... ='(... I kept on reading, and found out that gibbering could not be taken for granted as it could bring to death. I really don't want to say this but, "How the hell could someone like a nurse doesn't know what an elder's gibber means?". This was yesterday, but it still haunts me 'till now.
Today, I went to campus pretty late because I don't feel like going in to class actually, too sleepy dark circles around my eyes. Gosh, that's embarassing! Another spectacled eyes coming to college today.
After finishing class and his group meeting, Lingga and I went to Chillax to.... Chillaxing! T'was actually a pretty good place to have a rest, relax and yeah, chilling. Chatted with Brendan which I don't know, suddenly feels like 'kacau'ing him. 'WC'ing, and then he shared pictures of him now that he's started dragging in KK. :-) pretty cool, eh?
An hour after that, I went to Level 8 Wisma HELP. To the experiment that I signed up for, apparently it was actually my deary Melanie's experiment. Lingga waited for me at Level 9, he was onlining, and I went and met him after finishing my experiment. On our way out, we happened to bump on to Yogi, Kal, and Jordan. They chatted and apparently I was left out, LOL! Nevermind...
Afterward, I and Lingga were heading to the bus stop to wait for a cab, but then suddenly Lingga shoot out a plan. "Why don't we go for a movie first then go to class?". I was like, hey! It's your class ya know, not mine. I felt like it also, but then I'm a bit concerned about him. But then, he's lost to his desires. We went to MidValley for a movie and the movie was titled "Inglourious Basterds" (And yes, that's the spelling!), movie was kind of unexplainable. You've got to watch it first, then you'll understand what I meant.
Movie finished, went home and then prepare myself to go sleep, and take some rest.Then, I felt like calling my Grandpa. My aunty told me yesterday that he's ill, so today I decided to call him. The buffer seems pretty long, I think he's having a problem getting the phone and picking it up. He sounds weak, and that hurt me =(... I'm hoping that he would be okay soon. Farid brought him to the hospital, and get some meds. Hope he'll be well tomorrow. And here I am, writing another post for today. Going upstairs afterward to throw the rubbish, and perform my Isya' (Okay, I know I'm a lazy bump...I'm going now!).
Night Lovelies...
P/S:
Apparently the movie took almost 3hours to finish,
t'was too late to go to class, so we went home.
I am tired,
Nadia called me,
Aweyn tried calling me,
Sleep early tonight...
It was about 2 to 3 hours after I started snoring that I was awakened by the buzzing sound of my YM, shoot it! Then starting from that moment on, I went online. I was on google, looking for some info about Psychology when I actually happened to come across with an official website from a particular hospital. I was looking at the paragraphs under 'Geriatric', and managed to find the sub-title of Racauan (Gibberish). I don't want to talk about this but I seriously couldn't get over it. I looked down and read what it said. Gibbering was the last symptom I saw my late grandma was having during her life, before she took her last breath in her lovely sleep... ='(... I kept on reading, and found out that gibbering could not be taken for granted as it could bring to death. I really don't want to say this but, "How the hell could someone like a nurse doesn't know what an elder's gibber means?". This was yesterday, but it still haunts me 'till now.
Today, I went to campus pretty late because I don't feel like going in to class actually, too sleepy dark circles around my eyes. Gosh, that's embarassing! Another spectacled eyes coming to college today.
After finishing class and his group meeting, Lingga and I went to Chillax to.... Chillaxing! T'was actually a pretty good place to have a rest, relax and yeah, chilling. Chatted with Brendan which I don't know, suddenly feels like 'kacau'ing him. 'WC'ing, and then he shared pictures of him now that he's started dragging in KK. :-) pretty cool, eh?
An hour after that, I went to Level 8 Wisma HELP. To the experiment that I signed up for, apparently it was actually my deary Melanie's experiment. Lingga waited for me at Level 9, he was onlining, and I went and met him after finishing my experiment. On our way out, we happened to bump on to Yogi, Kal, and Jordan. They chatted and apparently I was left out, LOL! Nevermind...
Afterward, I and Lingga were heading to the bus stop to wait for a cab, but then suddenly Lingga shoot out a plan. "Why don't we go for a movie first then go to class?". I was like, hey! It's your class ya know, not mine. I felt like it also, but then I'm a bit concerned about him. But then, he's lost to his desires. We went to MidValley for a movie and the movie was titled "Inglourious Basterds" (And yes, that's the spelling!), movie was kind of unexplainable. You've got to watch it first, then you'll understand what I meant.
Movie finished, went home and then prepare myself to go sleep, and take some rest.Then, I felt like calling my Grandpa. My aunty told me yesterday that he's ill, so today I decided to call him. The buffer seems pretty long, I think he's having a problem getting the phone and picking it up. He sounds weak, and that hurt me =(... I'm hoping that he would be okay soon. Farid brought him to the hospital, and get some meds. Hope he'll be well tomorrow. And here I am, writing another post for today. Going upstairs afterward to throw the rubbish, and perform my Isya' (Okay, I know I'm a lazy bump...I'm going now!).
Night Lovelies...
P/S:
Apparently the movie took almost 3hours to finish,
t'was too late to go to class, so we went home.
I am tired,
Nadia called me,
Aweyn tried calling me,
Sleep early tonight...
Monday, October 26, 2009
What happened lately?
I was crawling up on the sofa while 'facebook'ing, when I suddenly felt the urge of updating my aged-rotten-ugly-smelly-perasanhebat blog. Fewwhh~~ What a name... Huh! Excuuuuuuuuuuse the man! At least I have one okay~~ Anyways, been a long time since the last time I've posted something on. And there are loads of things have happened during that waiting period. I am pretty sure I've left quite a lot partially finished post which I have saved in some of the folders in my computer. I felt really bad not updating my blog as I was asked again and again by my friends to do it, but I still don't really get the reason why they wanted to read my blog.
Meeting new friends, long-lost friends, breaking up with friends. Urgh! What the heck! Time really changes everything, in a single freakin' flash! Done loads of activities, decided loads of decision. Wah! Jila lerrrrrr... I was 'facebook'ing the other day when I suddenly happened to hark back to my memories during the Raya the other day. Then, I called Fikri. Apparently, he is now in a progress of getting licenses (I just missed that guy so much!). Yes, licensES! He is taking motorbike's and a car's. Daummm... That must be freakin' expensive. I asked Yogi the other day how long does he took just to take his license, and he said it takes only a week or so back in Indonesia. See how much differs the Malaysian system compared to them Indonesian? Hish! Menyusahkan!
Talking about Malaysian system(which I don't think I should've), I might've gotten another POW when we talk about getting a Malaysian passport. Not the period, but the expenses. Oh Em Gee... No way man, you can get your FIRST passport for a price of up to RM600 . Yes, I'm getting a passport now that I still don't have one. And I was pretty astounded with that thing. Of course la shocked, I'm getting a passport with my own money. I don't really dare to ask for a money from my parents as they will certainly say that I'm going to cost them a lot after getting one. Oh Em Gee~~~ Dad, Mom... It's just Indonesia, Phillipines, Thailand, Singapore. It's not that I'm going to Europe or something.
Okay, enough of that. Sheesh! This is another thing that banged me up. Yesterday, Yogi and the others went to that Moto GP thingy in Sepang. I do want to go actually, but then I realized that I couldn't go because I'm a lazy bump! Hahaha.. No la, I'm saving my money worh~~ I don't really tell them about this because they'll say "Ndra, you don't lie lie arh... You go for a movie and shopping with us got money, but go Moto GP no money!". Hahaha, but yeah! not really my thang. They even called me several hours before they left for Sepang saying that Tetha (another Indonesian girl) couldn't make it, and the ticket's mine. It was around 7 or 8. And FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I went to sleep at 6 something. I was watching Slumdog Millionaire (which happens to be an amazing movie!) until 6, and can only get myself to rest at around 6 something something in the morning. So, sorry guys!
Did I bragged too much already? (Clicking the 'Preview' button). OK Lah, since I need to go for a class tomorrow, I wanna go sleep early lah... it's 2.00am now and I'm still awake. Anyways, you guys know, I am having some kind of trouble sleeping early la lately. I don't know why. I can only go to sleep at around 5 or 6 and what's worst, I'll be up around 8 or 9 and that's making my head upset. Shoot, did I need a therapy for this. And after getting up, I will usually stay lying down in my bed with things like ~~ASSignments, classes, experiments, cuti, ~~ linger in my head, with eyes closed of course, and saliva flowing out, and geez hell know what else coming out. Eww...
Eih, did I mentioned I'm going out already? Yeah, now I really am going. Eih, and you know what, I wanna get a car. I told mum about this before I flew back to KL and she said ok I'm gonna get one only if she says, I pursue my study here in HELP. (Why? It's a long story, you don't wanna know~) Eih, ok lah I'm going out... Be posting again tomorrow (fingers crossed~~)
Night Lovelies....
Talking about Malaysian system(which I don't think I should've), I might've gotten another POW when we talk about getting a Malaysian passport. Not the period, but the expenses. Oh Em Gee... No way man, you can get your FIRST passport for a price of up to RM600 . Yes, I'm getting a passport now that I still don't have one. And I was pretty astounded with that thing. Of course la shocked, I'm getting a passport with my own money. I don't really dare to ask for a money from my parents as they will certainly say that I'm going to cost them a lot after getting one. Oh Em Gee~~~ Dad, Mom... It's just Indonesia, Phillipines, Thailand, Singapore. It's not that I'm going to Europe or something.
Okay, enough of that. Sheesh! This is another thing that banged me up. Yesterday, Yogi and the others went to that Moto GP thingy in Sepang. I do want to go actually, but then I realized that I couldn't go because I'm a lazy bump! Hahaha.. No la, I'm saving my money worh~~ I don't really tell them about this because they'll say "Ndra, you don't lie lie arh... You go for a movie and shopping with us got money, but go Moto GP no money!". Hahaha, but yeah! not really my thang. They even called me several hours before they left for Sepang saying that Tetha (another Indonesian girl) couldn't make it, and the ticket's mine. It was around 7 or 8. And FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I went to sleep at 6 something. I was watching Slumdog Millionaire (which happens to be an amazing movie!) until 6, and can only get myself to rest at around 6 something something in the morning. So, sorry guys!
Did I bragged too much already? (Clicking the 'Preview' button). OK Lah, since I need to go for a class tomorrow, I wanna go sleep early lah... it's 2.00am now and I'm still awake. Anyways, you guys know, I am having some kind of trouble sleeping early la lately. I don't know why. I can only go to sleep at around 5 or 6 and what's worst, I'll be up around 8 or 9 and that's making my head upset. Shoot, did I need a therapy for this. And after getting up, I will usually stay lying down in my bed with things like ~~ASSignments, classes, experiments, cuti, ~~ linger in my head, with eyes closed of course, and saliva flowing out, and geez hell know what else coming out. Eww...
Eih, did I mentioned I'm going out already? Yeah, now I really am going. Eih, and you know what, I wanna get a car. I told mum about this before I flew back to KL and she said ok I'm gonna get one only if she says, I pursue my study here in HELP. (Why? It's a long story, you don't wanna know~) Eih, ok lah I'm going out... Be posting again tomorrow (fingers crossed~~)
Night Lovelies....
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