Yesterday I woke feeling really empty inside, but it ended when you came to my mind; though you didn’t belong to me yet. Last night, when I was all alone, I didn’t feel the same way anymore; not because I’ve gotten over you, but because I realized that I’ve fallen for you. Today, I found out we shared the same feeling; and so, I finally learned what happiness really mean. I’m glad I was given a chance to be in your heart.
Sometimes, when we fall for somebody it’s not easy for us to tell them that we love ‘em. It takes time to actually feel the real love between each other, before you could reveal it to the other person. But in a certain circumstances, it takes a glance or even a single blink of an eye to let us know that we’ve fallen in love with somebody.
That is what happens when a guy falls in love.
You might wonder how it feels to be in an instant relationship, so I called. It’s frightening, to the max! I was scared, I admit it. I was terrified when my other half says “I Love You” while lying in my arms. It was unintended for, and you could tell that someone is really honest when they say “Do you want me to suffer waking up knowing you’re not here next to me?”. Hm, suffer. I’ve suffered enough. So, I took care of this one, till the sun rises. I kept my promise.
My mind says, I wouldn’t have the chance to be in a relationship anymore after I’ve broken up my first ever, last year. Since then, it’s hard for me to forgive myself. It’s hard for me to accept someone else in my life. That was cliché. But, I divulged in it. It’s my fault.
I let it slip away when I accepted this one.
I learned how to handle commitments, though not as just right as it is supposed to be. First few weeks would be very beautiful, I know. But it’s going to be rock hard when you realize that a relationship is not an easy thing to handle. I need someone to cheer me up when I’m down. But no one would be there for you 24/7. They have their own life I said, and then I smiled.
Far distance relationship.
What I can promise you is that, my heart is always going to be yours. And yours, will always be mine. We’ve talked about how we are going to sketch up a beautiful future. But that was far-fetched, and it’s not easy. I’ll pray for you though. I can’t resist your happiness, and I will do anything just to make you happy. I’m not stupid, I’m just in love.
I’m yours, and truly yours at this very moment.
Being apart for more than a year will certainly give me a real deal. There’s going to be a lot to talk about when you come back. And I will be missing you.
This guy must be so mellow you might say. Yes, I always am. I always am mellow, melodious, soft, whatever you want to call it. But I’m sincere in heart. A guy just needs to express something sometimes. I learned that from dad, he’s a real guy who expresses things through his writings. Thanks dad.
None of these things would have happened if Malaysia still uses the dial-up internet connection. Let’s blame Streamyx for making advancement. LOL! I wouldn’t have met you.
I wouldn’t have broken the ice. And I wouldn’t have fallen in love with you.
I’m serious, and I wish you the best handling me.
