No Title.

Let the background song play by itself.

For all the weaknesses that I own, I am sorry. For all the wrongdoings that I've done, I am sorry. For all the things that I've no chance to show you, I am sorry. For all the things that showed my stupidness, I am sorry. For all the ugly things I've given you, I am sorry. For all the things that I haven't got the chance to hand to you, I am sorry. For all the bad things about me that you hate so much, I am sorry.

I promise you I'll finish my study, and so that I'll treat you as good as I can be. As faithful as I am your other half. I promise I'll stand on the ground, be as how I used to be, just as silly as the Indra you used to meet in Sabah last year. As silly as a guy you used to know, but a better life partner.

I am sorry for everything that has happened since day one of our sweet rapture. And believe me, that I have never cheated on you. I've never played lovey dovey emotion with any other person other than you since we have declared our relationship almost half a year ago.

On this very night, I would like to send God a pray in my sleep to be granted.

"Oh God, I wish you would understand how strong is my feelings toward this person. I am willing to give up anything just to have a happy life with thee. Give us strength, give us strong feelings, give us the best you can give to a couple that are sincere to each other. Oh God, for the love of You, if You ever have to take away my life, give me first, a chance to prove that I really love thou. For thee is already a part of me, a part of my soul, my heart and mind. Amin"

On this lovely lover's day, I would like to wish you A Happy Valentine's Day. I am sorry for not being able to give you anything at the moment :'( I am sorry. May you will have the greatest time in your life, my love. I Love You.

P/S: I know I am a guy full of misery and weaknesses. But, please wait for me. I'll marry you.

Company while working

It wasn't long after she was featured on a reality TV show, American Idol that I decided to dig out some stuff about her. Composer/Singer Kara Dioguardi after being announced to be one of the judges on the award winning show urged me to just do some research concerning her backgrounds in music. She is apparently a big name in the industry. I, eventually, managed to get a grip of her workpieces on Youtube. Some of her songs are now being sung by Katharine Mcphee(American Idol Season 5 First Runner Up). Below are some of her songs (videos) that I've downloaded and put it on my playlist and became my company while on my way to college everyday. On a train, bus, at work when I was still putting up with financial predicaments LOL or even while working on my assignments for several months. Aside from Strangers & Angels (which apparently became my favorite because of the meaning of the words and melody), No Boundaries (American Idol Season 8 Winning Song), and Taking Chances (Celine Dion's single) . The songs I've put on are Had It All as well as Terrified (originally sung with Jason Reeves) and I hate to admit this but, I feel so gay right at the moment talking about this all. But who cares.

Had It All - Katharine McPhee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOPdS8jGaeI

Terrified - Katherine McPhee feat. Zachary Levi (Go Chuck Go!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=un60RISzE-A

James. Once when he was little.

James Morrison busking in Birmingham City Centre singing Once when I was little

Oh... I guess i'm posting it a little bit sooner.. LOL.

I wanna go busking in Europe. Not to earn money, but experiences.

This adds a color in a musician's life. Makes you be even more passionate and appreciate music.

Sound~

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Live HD]

This is what you call 'music'.

You ain't need to be a copycat. You can learn, but ain't never a copycat in music.

The ad-libs he added on did just right for the song. Fantastic, just fantastic.

I'll put on James' rendition of my favorite of his, as soon as I get to stretch my arms (or maybe sooner).

I'm just too weak now. Having a flu. Got-flu-because-not-wearing-a-shirt effect.

Muahahha~~

P/S: Oh Internet, I hate you.