It’s not easy to face life as it is with your own self. It’s rather impossible to do it, lacking everything. A long-lasting happiness which probably one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever heard in life, have noted that loyalty could be the key. Whereas, happiness which also one of the most preposterous stuffs that could happen to any couple, stated that ‘do everything what you want to do’ is what you need to do in your life. These are the things that make your life complete. Then, I laughed.
My friend, my friend. A collection of beautiful qualities in your life is not the only thing that will make your life remain at peace. I was told by my father every time I was about to fly to Kuala Lumpur that, once you’ve started plucking, you should never pick up the remaining. Well yes, I admit that is the only thing he always had to say to all his sons and we’re kind of tired listening to it [Sorry pa! Hahaha]. But, when I give it a second thought; it bases not only on the study of all of us siblings, but our life as well. He’s such a smart talker, I would say. You could do everything without looking back every things you left behind, and it’s just a matter of being able to work it out and putting back the little piece to where it belongs; fixing back the repulsiveness.
After tutorial and had some [I mean HUGE] plates of meal at Ali Maju, me and Yogi went back to his home just for a while at Medang Serai, Bangsar. Luckily it wasn’t jammed. After lingering around his room for a while, I decided to leave but was stuck at Alicia’s room. I knew that she was about to leave for Australia, but every time we meet, there’s just so much things we could talk about that I could sometime lost track of time as well as the “moving to Australia” part. Eventually, she spitted it out and we spent several hours talking about life, love and the future. She’s such an intelligent and sweet girl. I still wonder why anyone could never see that in her. I told her that I’ve a plan to move out as well. This could be my last semester in HELP, or maybe Malaysia. But who knows; maybe I’ll be coming back.
I was monitoring the conversation. And I realized that there is a similarity between me and her. I couldn’t help but noticing that her enthusiast towards writing is something that she could not put away. She talks about all sorts of things in her writings, same as me. And then, I cracked up something else during the conversation; it’s the way we see life. When you do something that you really love, I mean REALLY REALLY LOVE, you’ll see things in life differently.
It’s like you are sitting with a notepad and a pen on top of a hill. Down there you’ll see how the grandparents are watching their grandchildren playing; mothers are cooking and might be weeping tears to the onions. Fathers tell jokes, or doing fences, and the kids say “Pa, I need some money to buy books” while in the back of their mind, their loved one is waiting to be bought an ice-cream. How sweet you would say? Yes, but dear friends, all good things come to an end. One day, you will see the most revolting and upsetting views you could ever imagine. Yes, all things seem similar, but through an enthusiast’s eyes, you see the disguise and obscurity that has and about to happen. My dear friends, all good things come to an end. But be worry not, that’s when the praying part takes turn. God will always be there, smiling to your pray.
To be continued….
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