Embarrassing!

This week is EMBARRASING. That’s what I can picture myself this week. The personality guessing activity was fun, but it was embarrassing at the same time. Why do I say so you say? It was all because of the personality quiz that Ms Pei Li gave us.

The activity was like this, we were given some questions. And then, from that we can get our exact coordinate in the graph given, and apparently I got into the ‘dove’ group. Dove’s personalities are quite weak, and we can really relate that to our group’s guts. It was still pictured clearly on my mind, Pei Li asked Group A2 to come out on to the stage and nobody goes out. It was the most embarrassing moment in my time here in HELP University College.

What we can see here actually is the personality that I and my group members shouldn’t have. We’re not willing to take a challenge and this is obviously makes us seems so weak in mind strength.

I don’t know how to cope with this in my future. I am willing to learn more in this course, because I realize that I cannot be like this forever as it will affect me during my career life.

After the class, I feel like a LOSER because it really shows that I had no guts to dare myself and dare my mind to be challenged. I am guessing some of my friends do have the

same feeling as I am, but I had to realize that I am in a university now. And university is

different than high school.

I had to start building myself in the matter of throwing away my shyness. Other than that, adapting myself as well as to be open-minded and dare to be challenged. My expectation to be somewhat mature in the university has not been achieve yet, so starting from now on I had to learn the way to improve myself.

If I don’t do this from now on. I am sure that in the future, I’d be like a person who is so IMMATURE and the shyness would prevent me from doing something that’s out of my expectation. I come out from the lecture hall with a feeling of embarrassed and I would try not to get that feeling ever again.

But, how do I do that? It’s just a matter of time. I’ll learn how to improve myself by watching my other friends who have different attitude as mine. From there, I will surely know which part of my attitude should be changed and fixed.

I had to give a round of applause to Pei Li as she really showed us of who we are. I am sure in almost 4 weeks we’ve been together, there are so many things that we (students) have discovered about ourselves. Weakness, abilities, and so on through this course. This really means so much to me and my friend’s future. Thanks a lot Pei Li!

Best Regards,

Indra M.